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After the death of our unborn I was really depressed, and weak. I kept doubting that anything would get better or even just make my life worth living again. We stayed together even though every time i looked into her eyes i could just feel my insides start to burn. Those dark tear blinded eyes. (I wonder if our child would have her eyes.) I still canapos;t understand how someone can lie and decieve the one they love like that. How could she cause so much pain to one person and expect them to forgive you right after. Ten days later i just couldnapos;t handle it anymore.I had trouble eating, I lost interest in almost everything i used to love.I started�to have trouble sleeping,�the dreams, or should i say nightmares, were too much to handle. All the things one has forgotten or suffered�screams�out for help in dreams. I�had literally become a zombie wondering around slowly. I had no idea that something could have such�a big impact on my life,�I thought i was one of�those�young and careless teens that older people always talk abut, but that was not true. I wish i was emotionless and didnapos;t care about anything�as most people thought, but that was not the case. If anything i think i cared way too much for someone�my age.
So we decided to break up just to separate for awhile, but i knew�this would last longer than we�expected. It was tough, she couldnapos;t stop crying, she went on and on�about how she�never meant to hurt me but she had to do what she did. She explained�if she hadnapos;t then my life�would have been ruined,�my parents would be dissappointed, my sister would find out and probably be angry about our relationship, and i would most likely drop out of school. It�was hard to listen to�what she�was saying because she was crying so hard but me, I was just standing there. Blank�expression on my face, numb feeling all over my body, it felt like I had a stone hiding behind my sternum.�
A few days went by and i hadnapos;t seen or talked to her but i still couldnapos;t get her out of my head. Then a letter showed up addressed to me but not signed. Even though�there was bo name i still knew�who it was from. I knew the�hand writing from all the�little love letters, although this time the writing�had a different tone to it.

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Today, I have posted 2 articles:�this one and the one before.

Felina forgot to mention one more thing to Mortor: what she does in the ldquo;astral worldrdquo; does not reflect what she would truly do in a similar situation in the ldquo;physical realmrdquo;. For example, Felina mentioned earlier that she frolicked naked, and sometimes half-naked, a couple of times in the ldquo;astral worldrdquo;. But in the ldquo;physical worldrdquo;, Felina cannot imagine doing such a thing and will never do such a thing.

So, I guess, there are 2 aspects of Felina: the first Felina is conscious, aware and cognizant of her thoughts and feelings, thinks before she acts, has more control over her mind, emotions, and thoughts, uses logic and intuition to solve problems, and has more ldquo;civilityrdquo;. The second Felina, which often expresses herself in the ldquo;astral worldrdquo;, is more impetuous, very ldquo;immature and childishrdquo;, very prone to radical ldquo;swingsrdquo; in emotions, very unconscious in the ldquo;astral worldrdquo;, too ldquo;rash and boldrdquo; at times, very expressive of her emotions (sometimes at inappropriate times), and not very intuitive or logical in handling ldquo;astral mattersrdquo;.

Felina would love to work on improving her overall ldquo;awarenessrdquo; and ldquo;consciousnessrdquo; in the ldquo;astral worldrdquo;. She would love to learn to ldquo;astral projectrdquo; better, but she is so busy that she often doesnrsquo;t have the time to do so. If Felina is more aware and conscious in the ldquo;astral worldrdquo;, then maybe she can have more control over what she does there.

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I played Episode 1 of Sam Max on the Wii pack. It was quite enjoyable. It was fun and funny and I didnapos;t require any help save one thing (how could I know that was a spray can way off to the left on the car? X_X).

In other news, Iapos;m sick-ish.

My nose is doing a little better but itapos;s still raw and I connect it to something I did when cleaning about a week ago.

You know how bleach and ammonia have a bad reaction together? Well I tossed a couple things I had at the mildew. It smelled terribly and I felt woozy but I cleaned it up fast but it burned in my nose a little bit. Later that day, my nose was raw and oozing blood. Today, I realized...maybe that was a bad idea all those days ago. I guess I was lucky the one product had a tiny amount of ammonia.

Of course...considering it didnapos;t bother me too much then it may have just been the Formaldehyde since it has the same effects when thereapos;s a lot of it (only more with the nose bleeds and less with the death). Either way. I know to be much more conservative about my use of cleansers now. I had to pile it on then because the mess was so utterly foul...and the chemicals were mixing on their own from broken containers. Best that I cleaned it all up.

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I remember hearing one of my favorite golfers, Tom Watson comment about his joy for playing golf in the rain. Tom said that he liked the rain because it eliminated 70 of the golfers from the tournament because they simply "gave up" I believe the same can be said for our real estate industry, a large percentage of agents have "given up" and left the business (physically or mentally) because of the current economic conditions. As a speaker and real estate coach I find it beneficial to continue a full-time career in the trenches listing, selling and managing real estate. Yes, I said all three because like so many changes our industry takes from time to time, it is imperative for many brokers to go back to wearing the hat of selling broker/manager to survive the current storm. This was a common trait for many of real estate brokers during the 60's, 70's and 80's real estate era. What is interesting is the fact that I'm discovering the huge sector of business available that is going untapped In the early 1980's we learned to survive the real estate crisis by being creative with financing alternatives, implementing basic prospecting techniques and staying motivated by listening to positive and uplifting tapes in our automobiles. Today, you can turn on your XM satellite radio and listen to ten to twenty "stinking thinking" news stations all telling you that real estate is dead and the economy is crumbling.

My advice for those of you who do not want to be a part of the 70 who are throwing in the towel today?

• Get back to the basics Knock on doors, work fsbo's, expired's and your sphere of influence on a daily basis. Yes, daily
  


• Listen to positive CD's, MP3's and read inspiring books.
  


• Set goals, and write your goals down and read them every day. Read daily
  


• Remind yourself that you're a winner Yes, it's okay to be a Stuart Smalley in your can and remind yourself of positive affirmations.
  


• Remember, this too will pass. Our great nation has seen many similar events and we have always rebounded to bigger and better things.
  

Yes, 70 of the agents may be gone, but I trust you'll join me as being part of the 30 who will stay around and reap the benefits of what's still out there and what's to come

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Haha. Thanks Mitra =)

You know, I started this year really well, really happy.

But towards the end, things got pretty messy and complicated. Iapos;m not just saying about the recent problem, but other problems as well. It has affected me mentally, emotionally and spiritually. It made me really tired, exhausted and unhappy.

But I did learned a lot from the bad experiences.
Always look on the bright side of life =)

Now that all is solved, phew, I just wanna end 2008 really well and really happy too.

I think enough of sudden breakdowns already right? I must have scare Eugene Ng Haha
I gave him such a shock that he did all the work for me. Haha

No worries guys, I know you all are still worried.
But Iapos;m really alright now. Happier and stronger =)
Awww, the sms-es you guys sent me were so sweet and encouraging too. So touched la.

Iapos;m so happy, I feel like having a party now. Haha

My friends and my dad have been nagging at me They kept saying I never take good care of my health. Urgh, I know thatapos;s the truth, but....I love having fun. I love staying out late. Haha.

Alright, I really should take care of my health la =)
Donapos;t wanna die young.
Iapos;ve been sleeping between 2-5am EVERYDAY. Tsk tsk, very bad.

Before I joined Facebook, my friends, cousins and brother kept asking me to join. So disturbing
Now that Iapos;ve joined, I keep disturing people to join.
Haha

Why am I crapping so much now? Itapos;s all so random.

Iapos;m a lover, not a fighter.
But Iapos;ll fight for what I love.
Awwww.

Go join facebook.

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I e-mailed some 60 people to try to get players for the free agent team for intramural indoor soccer, and I got all of none. (We had two people show up, the other was one of the people originally signed up for this season.) Thatapos;s probably not as bad as having ten or so people signed up for the free agent list to begin with and only three of those ever showed up. I hate this shit for the same reason I have issues with group assignments in any classes - I donapos;t know anyone ahead of time, so I canapos;t just play with a team of people I know. In classes, since I register for classes because I need them and not because my friends are taking them, I never know anyone in classes before I get there, and tend not to get asked to group, or even to work in pairs with people on non-graded exercises during class.
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Sometimes i have a really terribly overwhelming urge to leave and disappear from everyone, for relief and reaction. Sometimes i think it would be the only way to hear from certain people how they feel. Of course i donapos;t do this because in the end everyone would probably lose any respect or positive feelings they had for me, even if they canapos;t bring themselves to tell me about it any other time.

sometimes iapos;m just a really horrible person.
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